This is my current condition:
I have 3 choices:
1) Settle down in Singapore for the rest of my life.
2) Go to KL and begin a different life.
3) Go back to Penang to begin a life that most of my friends are in.
Of cos all three are subjected to God's will. Choice no.1 is slim, choice no.2 is very likely but super anxious about it because to start a different life is super uncertain, and choice no.3 is super existentially satisfying though might negating some precious part in my Christian pilgrimage.